I guess God really does work in mysterious ways, interesting time to find this out...

So this guy is my big brother just as much if not more sometimes, than matt is. I'm kind of amazed right now.
True2u625: i have a question real quick
Jmw632: k
Jmw632: go ahead
True2u625: i was reading that entry from way back, like july 7
Jmw632: ummm k
True2u625: and it says
True2u625: every day i pray to god that she will either love me again or that i will get past this, that he will give me the strength, cause i dont want to feel like this anymore, every moment of my life i want to kill myself...please god...i just want you to show mercy, take my life or at least when i wake up the next day, make it not hurt anymore....
True2u625: so..
True2u625: you pray?
True2u625: and you believe there is a God?
Jmw632: beth ive believed in god since i was 8
Jmw632: just dont want to take [***] from matt
True2u625: wow
True2u625: i never knew that
Jmw632: before you said you were gonna sign off i was gonna tell you
True2u625: seriously?
True2u625: so like.. you have faith?
Jmw632: that i do
Jmw632: listen, every time i go for a walk, i talk to god
True2u625: that my friend is a slap in the face :-p
Jmw632: if you say so
True2u625: lol
True2u625: Good to know that
True2u625: though
Jmw632: i dont have a specific religion or what not, i just believe in god