Tomorrow is friday. Ever have those weeks where you can't wait for the weekend to come and it seems like school and stuff just goes on forever? Actually my weeks go by pretty quick, it usually surprises me. I'm one of those people who can't stand being in my house too long, so I hate it when all week i'm doing work then the weekend comes and i have nothing to do and end up sitting here. Sometimes it's really nice, good chance to sleep and be lazy, but i feel like I have to get out. (of my house). I must be getting lazier. Last year i didn't like soccer practice while it was happening, but this year, well right now at least, i just don't want to be there. I think it's cuz of the cold. I actually rather enjoy practice, and i need it ;) but i think it's extreme when we're out running in the snow. Maybe that's why i'm sick.. but i'll still go. Well i dunno if i'm sick, but i didnt feel well yesterday. Either way, if its snowing or raining or whatever, i'm still going tomorrow. And if i dont feel like it then theres really no point to me being on the team or playing in the games. Some days i wonder cuz i just feel like quitting soccer. That's why i feel incredibly lazy. I think it's more of 'man i have so much to do and this takes up all my time' kinda thing. I mean, take sarah: sophmore- she's got ALL honors classes, she plays soccer outside of school, she loves church with all of her heart (thats a lot)and comes to bible study/snl, stays up past 12 most nights doing homework which she usually finishes even with all the other stuff she does, then she does snowball. I dunno if any of you know, but if you staff snowball it takes up a CRAPLOAD of time. She's prolly missed weeks when you add it up of church cuz of it, not to mention her own "free" or not so free time. She also helps run the bible study they've got at east wed? mornings, so her and mandy have to plan that. (And I feel overwhelmed with stuff to do?) So i think next time i think man i've got so much to do, how can i get it all done- i'll take a look at all that cuz she manages somehow. I just don't want to be that stressed. That makes me apprecitate the sitting at home not doing anything. But still.. i dunno, maybe it's more of a being alone thing i dont like. I'm a small group/sorta people person. I like being around some people. By some i mean not too many (not some specific people.) Plus I love my friends and i like hanging out. most of the time. I'm tired, so this is the end.
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