*shivers*
Last night/earlier this morning I had the most disturbing dream of my life. It was that kind that even when you wake up it seems like it was real. It gives me the chills. And I really hope that I can forget about it by later cuz it's making me really uncomfortable.

On another note, everyone who reads this can you please pray for Paul Ethington. He's the camp manger up at camp grow, and sarah got an email from a girl from his church saying that (sarah has more details) he fell out of a tree, (not sure what he was doing) but he landed really weird and messed up a vertibrae in his back. He crawled, then walked with great pain back to his house and he went to the hospital immediately. His surgury is scheduled for 1:45 today, but I'm not sure if it was AM for if it's this afternoon. He was told he's lucky he wasn't paralyzed, but this accident is going to affect a lot of things. His family is worried sick, his wife Pam and his two boys P.J. and James. This is a serious surgury so please everyone, pray for him to heal and that God will guide the doctor's hands in helping him to recover. He's not doing too great.
Thanks.

lol.
You guys remember that thing Melanie said at Bible study that one night?
I wish you would just ________.
yeah.

Quote of the day:

"What will your mom go for?"

Tonight Michelle made me laugh so hard I'm surprised I wasn't on the floor, seriously. So off we go to family groups, to talk about discipleship. Mary asks us questions and we (some of us) answer. Then she asks the trigger laughy question: "How do you develop bad habits/do you have any that you're willing to share?" So Michelle goes .. get this:

"Once I had a lamp on, and I had this stuffed animal bear and I put it on top of the lamp; and it caught on fire!!!"

As if that wasn't enough, when we're finished Mary asks another one of those very simple questions: "Do you guys have any more comments?"

Now michelle's almost jumping with excitement exclaiming that she REALLLLLY has something she wants to tell us! She's just dying to let us know that..

Sometimes at school I walk through the halls and imagine people with halos on their heads when I walk past them!! And (*pause for giggles and loss of air from laughing*) I imagine a halo on my head too!!"

And Finally..

During the message Josh told us, and he was right, that if you listen to garbage and you're around garbage, then garbage is going to come out of your mouth. So I look at michelle and say "yeah michelle. Imagine a piece of garbage just falling out of your mouth.

Not only did she bust out the loud laughter, but a big wad of spit flew out of her mouth (I still dont know if this landed on heather, i was too busy laughing at the fact that it happened than to worry about where it went).

Just thinking about all the things she said tonight makes me laugh.. i mean LAUGH not a little stiffled giggle. That's cuz MICHELLE ROCKS!

If that isn't great then I don't know what is.



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On another note, I think that Josh Harpold is one of the most, if not the most, awesome people I've ever met. He makes me so excited about God and God's love and how awesome He is. At camp last summer ('04) he stressed over and over and over (etc.) that he loved us sooooo much but it could never compare with the Love that Christ had for us. - Josh: never forget... i love you, but the love i have for you will never compare to the amazingly unfailing Love Christ has for you! - And this is coming from someone who showed me/michelle/cheryl @ camp a type of love through actions that I don't know if anyone else will ever do.. that is a Love just as Jesus loved, not a bad love.. but that's a story for another time.

I can't wait until tomorrow. The truth is, i couldn't wait until today either.. but now today is pretty much over so I can't wait until tomorrow. ICTC in two days!!! I dunno if you guys know this or not, the reason that I love ICTC so much. It's because it was at my first ICTC that I became a Christian. I mean before that I believed in God and I loved him but at ICTC that's where it really happened. And NOW.. my little sister is going to her first ICTC so guys.. pray that things happen!! I dunno where she's at in her faith and whatnot cuz we haven't talked about it for a while but I think i'm going to go talk to her about it now.. just to see. She's been reading her Bible a lot lately so that's cool. Anyway.. last year it was SOOOOOO much fun. And josh.. dude your wife is the best! I LOVE YOU JACKI!! Can't wait til all of my fun and no school work and chill time.. and JESUS everywhere.. like always.. and people EVERYWHERE worshiping him and. ok i'm done now. Gotta go finish the 4th HP book before tomorrow night. You guys know.. I realllllly love Harry Potter (books, the movies are as good). Peace up, A-Town down!(haha sarah)

SCORE. They changed the schedule @ work again, but this time it's good :) . I only work 3 days in the next 2 week period, and thats ok because that means I have time for Speech after all! and they listened to me. And guess what???? I got a SUNDAY OFF!! That rocks! I haven't been able to go to late service for like.. a long time. Plus i'm off monday so i will have time to finish that STUPID english paper that I dont want to do but i need to. Anyway, I'm really happy about speech because it's something i've wanted to do the past few years but didn't have nearly enough time for, and i never 'seized the opportunity' but this year i did. And this is going to be the best club/team i've ever been a part of. I get to act, for a team. That's awesome. Unfortunately my buddy blair isn't doing speech this year so he can't do HDA with me (we're fun as a team) but DDA all the way. hey that rhymes. heh.

I feel good. I just know that God is doing amazing things in my life (as he always is) but I've taken the chance to listen to him and watch; and nowI see/realize. I love God so much. I just feel like telling that to the whole world. And theres nothing to be ashamed of. plus, it's my blog, and therefore I can say whatever I want.

so nah.
God is good. I think my thing is just that when things might get bad sometimes (not that things are bad now, cuz they're not) I just assume that they will get better cuz..that's life- maybe I don't really think it. But, when you KNOW.. it's just better. Life is so much more awesome when you're happy or laughing or having a good time. And laughing is my favorite past time. It's the 2nd best feeling in the world. :)

Time for bed.. or maybe a little SNL.

woot.

No school.

Sleepin' in.

No real homework.

CHILLIN' AND DOING NOTHING. one of my favorite things to do to relax. Nothing. That sounds so nice. It makes me all happy inside.

I really should be doing my homework. Oh well. Night before last I stayed up til 2 doing that STUPID ENGLISH CRAP as I like to call it, and I didn't even wait until the last minute. So my mom is awesome and she let me stay home and sleep then go to school 2nd period. It was nice. But I was still tired, then I had to go to Snowball.. DA DA DA DUN DUN DA DA DA DA.. THE FINAL MEETING!!!!! It was long. very long. But it's over now. Thank you Jesus. Sarah and I missed the important meeting on monday to go to the cookout so we did what we had to do last night, since snowball is friday. So once again I didn't get home until late (but went to bed on time) didn't have to do my homework cuz we had all school-sr. (which isn't all school, those idiots) testing- Donc, Non class, non devoirs, et non travielle. This I am also thankful for. Got home at 12:30.. should be doing homework cuz i have to work tonight and tomorrow is going to be SUPER CRAZY with night before snowball, oasis and all that, homework for 4 or 5 days to get done. It's not going to get done, I already told my teachers that. Whatever, they can deal with it. Then Sunday.. OH MY GOODNESS for the first time in a LONG LONG TIME i get to go home.. on sunday, and not have to work. It will be great. So from the moment I finish writing this blog.. until.. i go to work.. homework and snowball stuff. I'm excited but at the same time annoyed that everything seems to be about snow.. yeah. So.. please pray for Sarah and I cuz this weekend will be stressful and we will be getting little sleep. It's all good, because it's going to be AWESOME! Ok time to do some work.

*edit*
This has been on my mind. I have a friend. We're really good friends, you could even say we're madly in friendship. And another friend, lets call him fred.. is trying to hook up me and the friend. But it's not like that, cuz the whole madly in friendship thing is a joke, but bob keeps bringing it up and then my friend always changes the subject. I mean he's cute and nice and christian and everything but. I dunno.. I'm confused. I just don't really know what's going on. He is the sweetest guy i've ever met before.. but. I don't know. I just dont know anymore. I hate hearts.